Dear Savannah,
Yesterday while I was cleaning and packing, I came across a pair of your baby shoes. They're little, size five and carry the stains and residues of fabulous toddler adventures. Looking at those tiny shoes and thinking of the little one who wore them, just about overwhelmed me. I can't believe in one week you'll be fifteen, my baby girl is growing up. Our conversations now revolve around high-school, track, girlfriend sagas and how your boyfriend asked you out (very sweet by the way.) I realize I could pretend that you're not yet at this stage, but then I would be alienating you and shutting myself out of your world. As a result of the physical distance between us at times, I believe we have grown closer on an emotional level. Every little second that I get with you, even if it is via FaceTime or snap-chat is precious to me. I can't go back in time to when your little feet filled those tiny shoes, but I can remind you of something that will never change... how very much I love you. You are my sunshine. I miss you. I love you. I wish you were here.
Love, Momma
P.S. Kiss and hug your brother and have him kiss and hug you back, (from me!)
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